ALONE and ALONE

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim..

Dengan menyebut nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..

Diawali dengan jumat di pagi hari. Ditinggal pergi sama orang2 terkasih satu persatu. Pagi-pagi buta, baru mau melek, si kakak ipar udah preparing goes to sarolangun. Pergi satu. And then jam 6.20 a.m. mama,papa,n ayu pergi meninggalkan rumah. Mamapapa go to palembang and ayu go to office. Berhubung hari ini hari jumat, jadi sebagai pegawai yang amat sangat teladan sekali, belum juga setengah 7 si ayu udah brgkt aja ke kantor buat senam sehat.


Kesimpulannya cuma satu = AKU SENDIRIAN DI RUMAH.




Sampe detik ini, pukul 15.42 i'm still alone in my sweet bedroom. There's nobody at all. Di dalam kamar kecil berukuran (mungkin) 4x3 meter ini, cuma ada aku, hape, charger, kipas angin. Yes,just it. Yang laen sih banyak. Tapi unmoved semua alias benda mati yang bener-bener mati, ga bisa diandalkan.

Well, pagi tadi sarapannya cuma makan roti regal (red; roti pemberian dari buk arif a.k.a istrinya mancab di hari kedua ku @ RSUD H.HANAFI Muara Bungo) ditambah dengan segelas susu putih panas (sesuai anjuran mama sebelum meninggalkan kabupaten yang kali pertama dikunjunginya ini). Yup,only several piece of regal and a glass of hot white milk. I think it's really enough. Bisa dikatakan cukup kenyang. Okay, Breakfast session is ending.

After having breakfast, i continue my activity. sms-an. Yes,it is! Surely with my bf. After that, i've take a bath first. And my cute handphone is ringing. There's incoming call from dito (my closest *saking close nya* friend in jogjakarta *jauh bgt dit*). We're talking about anything,everything,something,and many thingz. Amazing. She always makes me full of laugh. Funny and easygoing, absolutely she is.

The call finally end. What next? Opening opera mini. Browsing www.facebook.com. Exploring new notification. Updating status. Writing comment. Replying wall post. Window seeing profile. Confirming friend request. Reading new inbox. Poking back someone. Giving comment on the other status. Yes, something like that. Again and again. Til i feel browsing facebook is just same with drinking some medicine. Uugh. Really undelicious.


I try to do something new. I find it! Reading book *not book, i think, just like dictionary, but simple, n enjoy to read* the tittle is 'the pocket handbook of daily conversation' in order not to be too stupid in speaking english. Helloo it's 2010, amy! What're u are for if u can't speak english. Okay! So, i make the conclusion that its book MUST be read everyday *althought may be just one clause or evenmore one phrase, no problem*
reading and reading.
And then, after i feel bored to read its dict, i change into b'girl magazine *smart magazine 4 lilbit stupid girl, like me,hehe*. In my opinion, it's good enough magazine.it's funny, girly, funky, up2date, fashionable, smart, and all kind of its stuff.


At 12.30 in noon, i take a sweep, and start to cleaning its sweet house. After i feel so tired, i take a lunch ALONE. The menu is chicken soup *delivery by someone that i've never know before* and as the matter of fact, that someone is mbak ria's sibling. Thank you mbak ria. It's very kind of you:). And not forget to drink three of medicines from dr.tofan.


NOW..
Just waiting someone,everyone,or anyone to come here for breaking my LONELINESS. I hope.


But ..
Still says ..
ALHAMDULILLAH ..

Thanks GOD ..

My 2nd infus

Kemarin malam. 21 maret 2010 pkl 19.35.

Untuk kedua kalinya dalam sejarah hidupku, aku harus diinfus.*astaghfirullah*
padahal cuma mau check lab doank.ternyata eh ternyata.harus diopname.mau tak mau.harus tak harus.wajib tak wajib.

Dalam semalam aja,harus d suntik sampe 4 kali.jadi sekarang udah lumayan akrab dg jarum yang menyakitkan itu.

Ya Allah yang maha mendengar, maha melihat, maha pengasih, lagi maha penyayang, dan maha segala-galanya..tolong berikan aku kesabaran dan keikhlasan untuk menghadapi penyakitku ini. Cuma ikhlas dan sabar yang bisa menguatkanku, ya Allah.

Aku yakin ini semua sudah termasuk dalam rencanaMu untukku.dan aku tahu ini yang terbaik.

absolutely me

Yes, i am. My parent give me a beautiful n holly name 'RAHMI DWI SETIYANA'. i've only one nick name 'ami'. i just like the ordinary girl else. nothing special from me. but i wanna make theme become special for me. completely loving peacefull. i loving to be loved and love with you,she,he,them.